Month: February 2020

Adam and Noelle

smoking bowls in the back of adam’s jeep i wanted his hair, his confidence; i wanted noelle, who was in the front seat: that fair, short bleached-blond hair, lip glossed, pop-punk princess, my 2001 teen dream, yeah, that crush was a one way street… but i can still smell her body spray, cotton candy, i…

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Oh Einstein

Oh Einstein I miss you buddy boy; We had some real adventures in our day, Out there in our woods All those walks, The hugs I would give you, the talks Taking you to my house for treats, Giving you yogurt for your gut All the rabbits and coyotes we spotted, chased off All the…

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But

Poetry shit Life rich Hippocrite bitch Sad vibe Calm blood Yuppie Hippie… Devil may, I don’t – Am free: Time saved, Single years Here now Genius really Poor me Oh wait Getting over Growing older New feels No fear Hunger burn Watch me Unconscious, 3D Soft chest Treasured best Self love Big struggle Long coming…

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That Moment

That moment when you realize you will always have to have sex with you, likke, you’ll have partners, but still, you’re going to be the one interacting via your body – If you wanna have girlgasms, go for it Fuck the patriarchy She can eat the cookie, Glandulars Hehe I crack myself up, Can I…

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Twin Twin

It’s a paranoid android day And I hate everything I write [here] Because unlike my fiction, my feelings are true So these bottles float away, with messages of pain No more swallowing hopes, Though, I’ve lost it without Exes, this loners’ are unfriendly And I’m obsessed Loving the boy inside Letting the anima out There’s…

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Of What Can Never Die

I dreamt of Bunny Waters [nee?] last night: She sent me a text with a horse emoji saying she was having ‘a dog of a time in life’, Then – as suddenly as happens in dreams – she was there with me, And I saw her, kissed her face, Melted, hugged her good, and felt…

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Some Music Feb 2020

Tonight, while on a long walk to an old haunt, I found myself singing softly to myself, as I often do when I don’t have headphones on.  And while I sang a good handful of songs, from Teegan and Sarah to 2006 OG Kanye, the following are the songs that really held me down on…

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The High Tide Wife

Teach me how to be okay I feel like I’ve got 10 years left until we’re thirty-five Like, Yves, we’ll figure it out, On the downhill side of life I’m an anime full moon, sadness I’m a lonely high tide, always Doesn’t rhyme but it follows; Madness Sometimes puts me on on the spin cycle,…

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